and i love you still

tidal forces once that flowed…

now lie still…

torment racked my rib cage…

the beast now still…

it slumbers lightly waiting…

a trip…

a slip…

one moment unaware…

tidal forces ebb and flow…

the nightmare never ends…

torment rises like the sun…

the beast claws and pounds on my soul…

one wish…

one final wish…

each day is like the next…

wake…

rise…

repeat…

nothing anymore for me…

photo’s and baubles…

and tear stained memories…

nothing more than memories…