A deep rainy night

Laying in bed listening to the heavy rain outside. I absolutely love the sound of the rain. Feeling rough tonight. I’ve been having issues with my sugar lately. It really got too high this afternoon. Right now it’s 268. So I feel exhausted and week. Glad to finally be laying down. So, had the scare of a lifetime last Friday. My 6 year old plugged something into a bad outlet on our backporch. It shorted out and burnt his hand pretty bad. We spent a good portion of our weekend in hospitals. Thankfully, he was released with instructions on how to care for him. Every day we’ve had to clean his hand and remove the dead skin that’s falling off and redress it. It’s awful. It hurts my mama heart something fierce to see my baby hurt. Thankfully after we reapply the ointment and redress it, he’s good to go. He said it doesn’t hurt at all except when we have to mess with it. I just hate it.                               So, I’m going through the early beginning stages of menopause-perimenopause I believe it’s called. It’s complete aggravation. Forgetfulness, hot flashes, night sweats, mood swings, depression. I hate it. I’ve really been feeling very gloomy and melancholy today. So much going on lately. My very short list of friends have rather busy lived lately. Just very blah. So tired. Started to doze off. Gonna cut it short. I desperately need some rest.