It’s been a while…as usual.

Yeah I hardly ever write in online journals, diaries, blogs anymore. I really should start again though because they kinda help me organize my thoughts and help me to be less irrational. I guess sometimes I don’t really understand my thoughts…maybe writing them down will help me to analyze them and then be able to make better and more tactful decisions. Not that the decisions I’ve been making lately are REALLY bad or anything, but I’ve just been really argumentative lately and I don’t really know why. I’ve been so ready to just turn a lot of stupid little things into arguments, and I think it would just help to write down what’s bothering me before getting in an argument…maybe to kinda cool down and think to myself, "is this fight really worth it?"

On top of that, we have crazy psycho diagonal upstairs neighbors in our apartment complex…I say diagonal because they are a floor above us and across the hall….but yeah, they got into this crazy screaming fight, mainly the wife…she was just going ballistic, I don’t know what triggered it, but she was screaming about stealing cigarettes and that the husband wasn’t contributing anything to the household…that he’s a horrible father (to two little children)…which is ironic, because she seemed like such a great rolemodel, screaming, yelling and swearing in front of her kids…letting the baby cry while all of this was going on, mind you. The husband was calling her a bitch…he liked to keep putting that word at the end of his sentences…."I am doing shit around the house, bitch." Really childish things like that…but the one thing that just pissed me off the most was when I heard the husband threaten to kill their children to get her to shut up or something crazy like that….the only reason why I overheard all of this was because I was getting rollerblades on to go rollerblade to LaserFlash on the Monon Trail….stupid Monon Trail was closed when I was more than halfway there though, so I was pissed that I had to turn around and come back…but going back to my story, before I went on the Monon Trail, I found Ben, the apartment leasing manager and told him about it, and I guess he took care of it…and told them that if it happens again, he will call the cops and child protective services. Personally, I think the children need to be removed asap….those parents are horrible…no parent in the right mind would threaten to kill the children just because he was getting in a fight with his wife.. Personally I think it would be in the best interest of everybody if they just divorced or something….that fight was hard to listen to…I tried to hurry to get my rollerblades on, but I can only put them on so fast…and having to overhear all that was….quite frankly disturbing…

But anyways…I’ve just been playing the usual dance games…Pump & ITG pretty much. Been taking an online computer class, and a ballroom dance class…both that end early August, and THEN I am going on a 5 day trip to Tampa, FL with Mike and four other people and I’m pretty excited about it 🙂 Also in the process of planning for our wedding next year in July…I’m hoping to find something soon to get the planning stuff out of the way! It will be hard because no one is going to help us pay for this, so it’s coming out of our own wallets. Sooo basically, going cheap is the key for our wedding…although we want to try to have a nice reception…but a small ceremony…and I already know what our honeymoon is going to be…a cruise! A Carnival Cruise Line…called Carnival Valor….leaves from Miami and is a weeklong cruise! Can’t wait to book that one 🙂

Anyways, I’m gonna go for now! I hope to keep up with my journal…not so sure it will actually happen, but I want to try.