updates and whatnot

so i called seth that day, or he called me, or whatever.  and we got back together.  and then yesterday we broke back up.  it was pretty ugly…at least on my part.  i played the part of the stone cold bitch who lies and pretends she’s being brutally honest.  anyway.  it sucked.  so i called eric who was good enough to put up with me and i dragged him to miller park along with my enormous dog who drooled all over him and he put up with it all and i pretended to have a decent time.  really i was sad.  but a relieved kind of sad.  i dunno, thats what i’ve been telling myself anyway.  oh and look seth just text messaged me.  he can’t sleep.  and theres absolutely nothing i can do for him.  i replied "want a lullaby?"  he probably took it as an insult instead of a bittersweet joke but whatever, nothing i say will help him.  and talking to him certainly won’t help me either.  blek.  back to reading i guess.  found a new author i like…shes a brit and writes really fast, fun, easy  reads.  her name is Sophie Kinsella, but then none of you are likely to care.  goodnight everyone.