this one’s for you baby

Since all of my friends have long since grown up and left the open diary scene, no one really reads this crap anymore….except Seth, who has been terribly upset about how much I haven’t updated this.  So here I am. 
This month has been mostly good.  I say mostly because it wasn’t ALL peaches and cream, but the so-called "bad" moments were petty fights over insignificant events that I no longer remember.  I have to go back to school next week.  So I guess this is the last week of my summer vacation.  I’ve never done summer school before so its a little bit of a strange concept to me to think that I will not actually have a real summer.  Things are going well.  Very well.  Every day with Seth gets easier and more comfortable, and the fights become less significant and enduring.  I’m finally getting the chance to wait my own tables at work…something that has been FAR too long in coming.  Everything is definately going well.  I find myself charmed by the idea that maybe this time around Seth and I will make it.  Maybe that break was what we needed to balance things out.  Maybe if we had the chance to prove it to ourselves and each other we could be absolutely great together.  I’ve been weighing the pros and cons of moving in with him.  Obviously not tommorow, but after his lease is up if its practical financially then it seems to be the best thing for us.  Anyway, I’m distracted right now and I can’t seem to strand together two thoughts much less all of these thoughts i’ve begun to write about.  Maybe another day hun, I love you.