talked to josh last night

nothing special…just called him on my way home from the bar.   he was a little drunk, lost in suburbia somewhere trying to get back to the base or whatever, so i had to let him go so he could concentrate.  but it was good just to talk to him.  then like, 20 minutes later he called back just to tell me that he thought i should know that in his last care package his mom sent him like 30 pictures of me.  i really thought she didn’t like me anymore since i’d always been so close with her and lee and then i broke up with their baby and let him join the navy.  anyway so he was like i thought you should know that she obviously still likes you (cause my mom still says how much she likes josh)  anyway it was really mushy and sweet to hear that.  told me he had put one up on his bullitin board thingy and described it for me….its a picture i don’t have apparently.   anyway it was a suprising conversation, considering lately i’ve been telling myself that theres nothing left between josh and I, that it all ended ages ago and he is just a friend.  well he is just a friend, and he can’t be anything more as long as he lives in another state.  still, i’m a little excited about seeing him when he comes back from leave now.  and it would be neat if i could actually go to his parents house and see them and take belle to play with luke.  wow, that would mean a lot to me. 
i should go, got ironing to do.
bye!