hello sweethearts
alright, so john. yes, john. he’s quitting. like tuesday. with a month’s notice of course. yes, i wasn’t sure at first, but i’m going to go ahead and say this…i want this to be serious. he’s just such a perfect fit for where i’m at right now. and we totally should’ve done this ages ago. no, we shouldn’t have, but when i think of all i’ve missed out on…well damnit! 😉 getting laid does wonderful things for my personality.
but no really, we just work so well together…in all kinds of ways. and i don’t know if you all remember this, actually i don’t know if i wrote it…i do know i changed the entry i’m thinking of to a more private setting, but months ago i pinned john as the one person i would love to have help me start a restaurant some day.
sorry. i feel myself starting to defrost from hating guys and their loser-ness. which makes me kinda goo-ey…which is VERY not Katie.
have i mentioned he has a fantastically clean and well decorated place? have i mentioned that he never makes me feel like i’m less than stunningly gorgeous and brilliant? he laughs at my quirks, and makes me laugh about them too, and geez. that "new thing" hapiness…i forgot how great it feels. i know it fades, but I’m just so happy to be feeling it…and it does so much for me, and i can see it in him too, which makes me sublime.
on a more akward note, i’m going to a baseball game tomorrow, with john, and everyone else i work with. HOURS of hanging out and drinking and having fun and…..pretending theres nothing going on. geez. there’s no way we can fool EVERYONE. 10 bucks says Scot’s wife, Tia, figures the shit out.
oh, and work, without him, will supremely suck. i just can’t see it going down any other way. oh well, it’ll be good money for me when i’m getting all the big-shot tables. and, if i’m still with him, i’ll have a boyfriend who i don’t even have to TELL what’s going on for him to understand. jesus that’ll be nice. oh, and i can go kiss him in public. mmmm….
that’s all folks. i love all three of you!!!! (This was previously a private entry…for all kinds of super-good reasons…yet I have chosen to share it with you now. Don’t you feel special?)
katie