hearts and flowers

so…seth’s out of town for the weekend and i think i’ve been watching WAY too many movies.  i say this because i’ve got all kinds of gooey love thoughts running through my mind non-stop…so i’m blaming it on the movies.  although some credit could go to the wedding reception we catered this afternoon and all the cute old couples at the charity gala tonight.  either way i’ve been sitting around planning my wedding and thinking up nice things to do for him.  
now if you know me then you know that this is BEYOND out of the ordinary.  i don’t do this.  i mean, i daydream but i never talk about it, and besides my daydreams are never specific as to what guy i’m with, they just include color schemes and gardens and such.  but all day today its been like "what will i do for the wedding and reception?" and "how formal do i want it?" and "can i really wait until i graduate?" and then i start wondering who’ll be paying for it and how smoothly it’ll go and if we’ll already have our own place and such.  i’m being a GIRL and its freaking me out.  whats worse is i’m in a clingy mood, which i know seth would just LOVE but hes not around to enjoy it so looks like i’ll be watching more movies and holding onto belle tonight.  exciting, huh?  so who wants to be a bridesmaid? 😉  goodnight, y’all.