Want

Lately, I am prone to bring the “screw up”. I recognize it has a lot to do with my love and sex addiction, but, at the same time… I discovered something.

Steve Furtick is a pastor and as I was watching a live sermon, It became clear to me.

That night, I fell asleep quickly but something must have egged me on because I awoke at 3:30 in the morning.

I was focused on the word “want”.

What became clear to me, was that I have to really have a deep passion and want for something or someone and it must have the same deep passion for me.

If not, it doesn’t work.