Only A Thought

I can’t explain how I feel towards him.
No. We argue.
We aren’t 100% available for each other sometimes.
We have a bit of the same music tastes, but not fully. He is the wanderer.
But what amazes me the most…really…is that I don’t hold him to his past.
Nothing he ever tells me about his past, bothers me.
It is what it is, people can change, maybe they will stay the same, yet, I too have been there many times and I have come to realize a deeper truth. I didn’t choose him because I needed him. I chose him because I wanted him and loved him. That’s what made the big difference. I don’t feel guilty about wanting him and loving him either because at least I know I do. Whether he chooses me or not at the end of the day, is on him.