trying…

Trying so damn hard not to like this boy and it’s just plain not working.  Oh wait, no, no I have quit trying to make myself not like him.  Now I’m just continually telling myself it’s not a good idea to, but not really trying not to.  Just keep telling myself, maybe a miracle will happen and he will get his shit together and figure his life out and all will be well.  Or I could be kidding myself… also a distinct possibility!  But he’s fun to hang around with, he gets along with my friends, and my coworkers and they seem to like him pretty well so far. It’s sorta nice just spending time with someone and just, existing together, and having some form of affection, and knowing nothing more is going to happen.  Very weird.  I could so get used to this, get used to being treated like this, it is amazing.  I’m sorta liking this slow thing, really. 

*sigh*

Still single!  Still keeping with my plan to stay single for 2009… 4 months down… 8 to go?  Not sure if I’ll make it those 8 though, way too soon to tell.  So much could happen between then and now.  So so much.

Looking forward to the rest of the year though!  Got myself an awesome future roommate, and we don’t want to kill each other even when we spend tons of time together which works awesome.  We know when to give each other space.  It works.  Plus it’ll be nice to have someone to do stuff with, like, whenever.

Anyways time to do my schoolwork for my last week of the semester!!  Next week is just the final exam, and that’s it for a few weeks!  YAY!!!!

~Katy