not feeling too special

its nearly one am and i need to hit the sack but i got something on my mind. my 23rd birthday is monday. nothing special happening which is fine but paretns haveing cake and ice cream here for me that night with grandparents and maybe aunt and her husband. i asked p to come and he said he cant. mondays are his worst. and i am sorry that hurts. its one monday dude! just a stop by for a cake and ice cream half hour tops ya know? he says “oh itsjust cake i dont need cake thaat bad” and it stung. its not about the cake dude its about me! about my birthday and just being there. maybe stopping bye giving me a birthday hug, maybe a balloon or card or flowers and eating cake and leaving and all it would do is make my night a lot better to have my best friend there. but notoo much to ask right? UGH. why cant he just pretend to care ya know? its my birthday for crying out loud. hius is the next week and i have special plans for him, uigh its so frustrating. wont anyone come for cake?

Elle

April 2, 2004

Maybe those special plans should be canceled or still go on wihtout him…seriously, I think you give him too much credit and you think too much of him. He’s not your b/f and he rarly EVER acts like a “best friend”. I know he holds the that title with you b/c you want him to be your b/f but even if it were to happen, it wouldn’t recommned it with him. Dont let him mess up ur b-day. have fun love,

I have to say I agree with the above noter. He is not your b/f as much as you’d like him to act like he is, the fact is he’s not. And like the above noter said he rarely even acts like a best friend. I think it’s time you took your own advice and really took a look at how much time you’ve wasted wishing and hoping he’d date you and move on to someone who can treat you right. You deserve better.

Brandee

thank you for your note. i wanted to let you know that i do have a great pork recipe that i am actually making this evening. i will post it sometime this weekend, along with pictures. 🙂

secret_sorrow

April 3, 2004

What an asshole. He obviously doesn’t think much about other people’s feelings

brookepanda

I hope you don’t let his being a prick put a damper on your birthday…have fun…live it up girl…you’re young…go have some fun…go find yourself a guy who will give you the love/friendship you deserve…maybe this other person you’ve been talking about 🙂