its raining cats and dogs

its raining so hard here, and our lights keep flickering so i bet we will lose power tongiht. its ok though because it gives me a reason to make my room smell wonderful because i have candles lit. i watched the final episode of sex and the city tongiht. i will miss that show. i have watched it form teh beginning and i have to say it is one of my all time favorites, right up there with friends. i am happy how it ended its the way it should be. she should have always been with big. he was her one great love. everyones got that one. :-)i am hoping the power doesnt go out as  i write this cuz it would suck to rewrite everything. my weekend was good. friday night p and i went to dinner at this little place in pasadena. burger continental. its this litlte greek/armenian/mediterranean/ burger joint. it was good. i had this really good salad with these croutons that just melted in your mouth. then i had this plate and it had this thin steak and a huge piece of chicken and then it had a huge friend shrimp and it was wrapped in bacon and had cheese in it. omg i could have ate a plate of just those. lol it was really really good. thought it was overpriced at first but i paird 15 bucks and well worth it. after that we went hom eand planned on watching seabiscuit is bed but got too tired after showers so just slept. sleep was great. i was so tired from the week. we slept in and lounged till nearly noon on sat. then i had to get up and go to work. work was work. same old mundane thing there. then afterwards planned on going home but decided to help p drop off his caar at the shop that ngiht instead of tonight. so in the rain and the heavy fog i drove down to huntington beach. then back to his place. planned on watchin league of extraordinary gentleeman but didnt happen  once again too tired. i was miserable actually. started my monthly visiter last night and well its been a rough couple of days. sat. i felt like my insides were just gonna fall out  and tonight is just a litlte bit better. last night p was a litlte nice he started to rub my stomach for me but i wanted him to rub my lower back but he didnt this morning. if there is one thing that drives me nuts is that i do way more then he does. i rub his back constantly and i dont get that in return. needs to learn how to reciprocate that deed. today was just more work and then i watched sex and the city as i already mentioned. great weekend. i also saw C on thursday. didnt do much. met at the mall and walked around and chatted. neither of us was hungry. i kissed him. yup i made that first move this time and it felt good. just a peck nothing morem but i just wanted  him to know hey i am interested and i am sorry i pull away. i think it was good 🙂 WE talked a little last night and then tonight i missed his call because there was no way i was picking up during my show. so i will call him back tomorrow. everythings good in life right now. i just hope it stays that way for a little while longer. 🙂