i have never been good at keeping a secret :-P

i feel somewhat confused lately, and i havent been writing aobut it here because sometimes i need to do things without it all out in the open. but its confession time 🙂 I have been “talking” to a new guy. in talking i mean meeting, getting to know, and becoming friends with someone other then p. its weird though because i dont know what i feel about this yet. i dont wanna write how i know him or where he is from and all that because i want that private for the time being. hes a nice guy. but hes way and i mean WAY differnet then anyone i know. i mean i like watching shows like gilmore girls and ER and he likes watching cartoons on cartoon network. i like pop music, alternative, rap, basically a little bit of everything. he likes what he calls underground hip hop, hmm..whatever that is. hehe. he is also considerably younger then me. this is different then me. i have never thought about dating anyone younger then me. everyone has been older and he is younger. and different. he is also successful at a young age. like doesnt go to school but makes his own money with a a busineess. i dunno its diferent. i dont knowa what  to do aobut it. like i dont feel i have time for anyone. and i wasnt looking and he found me. and hes talking to me and making it clear we should get together and see where it goes. i dont think i have time for anyone and that sucks. i mean yeah i have time for p but thats late at night or after work or a weeknight. i cant make more time because i cant put school on the back burner. i am confused on what i will do with this situation. but i do know its awesome having someone persue. i love that feeling and rarely feel it. 🙂 I know i was vague here but i dont want everything wide open out there to be critiqued. i will write more aobut him when i know more aobu twhat i will do, chances are i will do nothing and pass it up because of where i am right now. i am good being single right now even though its a little lonely. we will see though. ok thats it i should go now. goodnight 🙂