Happy Anniversary!!!!!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME!!!! its been 3 full years  since i started writing here. three years i have fully been in love with my best friend. I started writing here to vent about my feelings and look three years later i still do. i love this palce even when i feel like my space  is invaded i still love it here. Happy anniversary to me!!!! 🙂

nothing really new here. talked to that new guy on the phone once this week. it was good. nothing much to talk aobut so it was a short call. asked if we could get together on friday and i had to say no. i have to dogsit so i made plans with my friend sarah to stay home and rent chick flicks and get pizza and ice cream and just have a girls night in. i told him i was very sorry but i promised we could get together sometime early next week. he agreed and said if my plans changed to call him. i like that. i like that he isnt going to run and make other plans just cuz i said no. he seems sincere and thats a good quality in a guy. last night sarah and i went and got insurance for my car. it was more expensive then i thought but oh well i justhave to deal with it and not spend soo much. after the insurance we went and saw love actually at the dollar movie theater. it was my second tiem seeing it and i wanna buy it so i can watch it over and over and oever again. its cute and heart warming and everything a chick flick should be. tonight i had to work. it was long and tiring. i had to move all kinds of crap around and it was annoying. i think that some of the girls at work think i have a thing for my boss. lol.its just cuz him and i know eachother from the other store. hes known them for less then 6 months and i have known him for over 2 and a half years! We went out to lunch together yesterday and i think the rumor mill was working overtime on this one! LOL. dont get me wrong hes incredibly hot but hes my boss! Yes, i admit i check him out on occassion and i shamelessly flirt with him, but he is a flirt with everyone so whatever. i mean the guys married and has a kid hello i do have some morals people! whatever i can deal with catty girls. thats why guy friends are soooo much better then gal friends. V-DAy is coming up. ugh. i hate that day. guys are currently buying cute gifts for their gf and wives. ugh. like one guy came in and bought this teakettle (i work in housewares dept) and he showed me these diamond earrings he bought and he was going to attach the earrings to the kettle and surprise her. its cute. i love guys like that, the kind who always come up with wonderful ways to make you special. i havent had a bf for v-day in like 8 years. omg how annoying. then iwas talking to p today about how i probably wont see me next weekend cuz it is v-day and he called me stupid. said it doesnt matter we can hangout on valentines day its just another day. i agre to an extent but at the sametime my parents will think even more that we are dating. so i dunno what to do. u guys think its ok to hang with him that day or no off limits? ok well i am sleepy i should get some sleep. thanks for the comments. goodnight guys 🙂