crazyness

I had a good weekend. HUng out with p last ngiht. started out ricky but ended well. rocky because of me though. wrote about it in private diary but its not important here. we relaxed, made dinner together and watched phone booth. mmm colin ferrel. 🙂 then we had dessert and relaxed then watched aliens in bed but fell asleep before it was over. slept great on his new sheets 🙂 i got him tommmy hilfiger sheets at my work on clearance and he paid me for them. love them so nice and pretty. we plan on getting him a new comforter as well and a top shhet and a new bedskirt. all in dark blue to go with the light blue sheets. Its funny how we act. we were talking about it like it was “our” bed. lol i love it lol. sad huh? 🙂 Saying we should get this and that and our sheets need to be soft. etc…. ugh how annoying :-)This morning though he got paged because htis was his week to be on call for work. he had to leave around 7am i think and he left me sleeping. i heard him come back just as i had to get up for work but i lounged a little more just so we could cuddle some before i had to go. he knew i wanted to cuz as soon as he got home he tok his pants off and layed down right next to me and just relaxed with me. i love that so much. i love it more then i ever thought i could. its such a wonderful feeling having this big huggable teddy bear laying next to you all ngiht long 🙂 So i am happy today. yes it started out rocky but thats ok i am good now. i won dodger tickets on ebay for a giants game yay!!! SHulld be fun just need to make sure i get that day off now!!! :-)I should go grandpa is sleeping in my room and its almost his bedtime. and grandma is giving me the silent treatment for sleeping at p’s last ngiht but oh well she will get over it. im not a little girl anymore. i will be 23 in like less then two weeks i think.!! crazyness. ok thats it goodnight.