you know what really disconcerting…

You tell a guy how you REALLY feel about him. That you love him. You realize yourself at work yesterday you’d do absolutely anything for him….then you guys talk and you find out he probably sees you more…..as a friend. A friend with really great benefits…..and here I thought he maybe sort of felt kind of the same way I do…

*sigh* I’m just done….let him be with whoever he wants to be with. Its pretty obvious it’ll never be me so why bother?

I’m just another girl……another girl in his life that he cares about and flirts with….oh and we have sex…my fault for not keeping my legs closed..

Excuse me while I go cry for the rest of the night.

 *Sandra*