that was hard

I deleted all of my pics and videos and stuff that had alex in them. I got rid of old conversations on skype and deleted photos off of my phone. Got rid of old cards and pictures…it was hard. I tried not to cry. I didn’t cry. I refused to. I’m not letting him make me cry anymore. I’ll probably cry tonight before I go to sleep knowing me.

*sigh* I don’t feel any better. But, I guess that’ll come with time. 

I’m happy with Daniel. I am. We had an amazing weekend together. I just…feel very insecure about the choices I’ve made. I mean…i dont know…I’m just gunna go before I say something I regret…

Hope everyone is doing well.

 *Sandra*