ok so…

Last night I sent him to bed early lol. He was like falling asleep at the table so at around 10 i made him get up and go to bed. So after he went up I texted him trying to be all cute and said (heres the whole convo:

Me: are you all in bed and stuff?

Daniel: yeah…

Daniel: sorry I’ve been so boring recently…

Me: don’t worry about it …I get it…everything is ok though right? Nothing you wanna talk about?

Daniel: She bugs me (she meaning his ex)….other than that not really, unless theres something you wanna know

Me: how does she bug you?

Daniel: All the I miss you stuff…how I had to say I’d consider getting back together if she moves close enough…I’m still trappedjust not as much…whatever…

Me: its not so much a trap as a fence you can hop over if you choose to…I know its hard to leave someone so…I guess clingy for lack of a better word but sometimes….your happiness does have to come first…I’ll just stop talking now before I say something I’ll regret….I hope everything works out for you…I just wanna see you happy

Daniel: You make me happy

Me: I’m glad you feel that way I try my best…you deserve it honestly

Daniel: You dont have to try…you just kinda do, I dont deserve anything more than the next guy….I do need sleep though…sorry…same time, same place tomorrow?

Me: (here I just basically told him to get his butt to bed and goodnight)

So yea….thats how that talk went. So his ex annoys him. He’s probably just saying all the stuff to make her happy in a way. I mean how many times have I said ‘I love you’ to Alex just to avoid problems and shut him up? Not this time we broke up but the last few times.

I guess I was just reading into things a little too much.

I kind of wish he’d open up more. I mean he gets all mad at me for not being open with him but he doesn’t really talk to me much either….then again….maybe I should tell him stuff too….you get what you give….

anyway I’m off for now i gotta get breakfast before my class. Write more later.

I really hope this all works out…

I really like him

*Sandra*