interesting night

So tonight I went to the fire science banquet with Daniel. It honestly was a lot of fun. I mean sure I didn’t dance (which I love to do) bu thats ok. 

I had a nice night with Daniel and his friends. Thats all that matters. I enjoyed myself watching drunk people be drunk and talking to Daniel and spending time with his friends. It was a very nice night. I’m incredibly glad I went wiht him.

Then when we got back I met up with Lani (my future roommate) and we chatted for a bit about Daniel and Alex and stupid stuff. Idk Things with Daniel started off a little weird tonight. Like at first he wouldn’t like put his arm around me or anything. We took a very awkward picture. And I was like hmm…maybe he doesn’t like me..then like later on he was like holding me and stuff..

Idk i guess he just needed time to adjust to his friends seeing us actually together and stuff.

Whatever…then I started telling Lani about Alex because as you know thats been bothering me. Then I went into how I don’t want to talk to Daniel about Alex and how it bothers me anymore because I feel bad and stuff.

Like really why would I go to the current guy that I am absolutely crazy about and talk to him and cry to him about a guy who is literally a douche bag. But, yea, as I was telling her that he was like outside my door and heard me and stuff. So thats not cool. 

 Then I got all sad and like denied sex.

Yea…I denied SEX…ME…yea

Daniel got all worried then he talked to me about it. Then I got all horny again he realized I was ok and we had mind blowing sex. Like he makes me feel absolutely amazing. I almost squirted a few times I might have actually done it once. He’s just amazing. Hits all the right buttons. Switches up pace and like goes between fucking then like fingering. It’s just amazing. 

But I’m still upset. Over Alex. I wish this didn’t happen. I wish I could just forget about him. I mean yea like I’m over him. I just hate that hes so mad at me for no reason. Like he’s a huge hypocrite. Like hes taking some chick to her prom. Didn’t tell me and is obviously flirting with her. THe only reason he’s calling me out is cuz he thinks I don’t know about him and this chick. I should call him out on it. But, I wont cuz I’m not like that. 

*sigh* I’m just sad. I need a hug. 

I’m gunna go cuddle with Daniel. 

Goodnight

*Sandra*