Starting a new way
Well to begin with I have been trying to break away from being co-dependent. It’s strange because as a younger person I felt so alone, and relied on myself. Now I have one person who is my best friend that I feel so lost when she’s away for one thing or another.
I have issues with abandonment, rejection and recently discovered I am addicted to an opioid. So I been turning to my faith, because ever since I was 7 or 8 years old I relied on the fact I could end my life. I made many attempts over the years.
If I seem scattered it’s because I have traumatic brain injuries. I need to figure out how to be okay no matter what is happening, or no matter if I am alone or not.
When I was 15 years old I had a diary on original site, and it wasn’t a good experience for me. Mainly because I was desperate and I am not anymore. I just want to be ok even if I am not happy.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING