I hate feeling so depressed

i HATE feeling so DEPRESSED, but honestly there isn’t much to help me from the down spiral.  I take that back, my relationship with GOD has grown. However, we are stuck in a world of greedy, selfish, smug people who could give a crap about anyone outside their circle.

Worst thing is feeling kind of happy, then something happens and it could be relatively minor and I am depressed all over again. Honestly don’t think I matter accept to people gone and God.

Someday my life will change, and hopefully I will be happy.  It seems like I am just bound to be on a roller coaster, maybe many others feel same way. I wish I knew others who felt same way, but I don’t.

If I had one wish it would be to have a world of fairness and peace.