Thoughts

Today was boring and mundane. I took myself to Target and rewarded myself with 3 fall toned tops, a ring, bracelet and earrings. He is going to be mad I put in on my Visa. Sucks not having money anymore.

I have a female friend that I know from the business who directed me to this website for people looking for sugardaddys. While the concept is interesting…hooking up with established (married, usually) men who will spoil you with gifts and money…all it really is likely is escorts and golddiggers. Still, I created a profile to see what it was about because sure..it would be nice to be someone’s without the commitment and reap the same reward$…so I thought. Some of the men are nice, but have no idea how to talk to a woman and maybe I was a bit niave to think that this was nothing but a sex site? Within 5 minutes of chat, some go straight for the sex talk. Not really what I wanted, so I took the profile off. Honestly, I think Im going to lay low for a long time. Eh, live and learn. Im stoopid to even have thought about it. I was curious….I went, I saw, I digressed.

Change of subject.

Who watches House? I have become addicted to this show and through the miracle that is DVR, I am able to record all of the shows. I think the combination of drama, humour and medical stuff gives me what I need for a rush (used to work in the medical field eons ago). Plus the guy who plays House is so sexy-icky. Saw an episode when he had his shirt off and I thought….hmmmm, not to shabby! Maybe Im just lowering my standards, who knows. I just cant get enough of that show…or Bones, Prison Break and Fringe. If you like this kind of genre, you’ll get hooked by these shows.

When House comes on, I become an animal…saying SHHHHHHHH! to the kids and mommy does not want to be interupted! I never used to watch TV. Since I have so much time on my hands now I am watching alot of it. I know, I need a hobby.

About that picture of me up there. That was "Lauren". That pic used to be on my website. Its possibly the best and most erotic pic ever taken of me (by a client!) Can’t really say I look like that. I never walked around in PVC or leathers or stripper shoes normally, ya know. I am typically in jeans, Old Navy shirt, big earrings. I have short hair now. I packed up all my sexy clothes to give to my friend mentioned above who is still an escort. Heck, if I cant use em she mind as well! I spent ALOT of money on lingerie.

Can’t wear it to PTO meetings, so…

Im feeling like Im coming down with a cold. Hoping not, its been a while since Ive been sick so I guess Im due.

The house is quiet and everyone is asleep. Im grateful for that. Ill be heading that way soon myself if I cant find anything good to read online. Welp, thats about it.

Signing off.