Temple

My mind has been spinning alot lately. So  many ideas regarding NY resolutions and changes professionally.

I haven’t seen a client in 2 weeks or so. I have spent all of my money and for the first time in roughly 8 months, I don’t have money!  The first week I took off because I had alot to do to ready for the holiday…the last week its been really slow from clients recovering $ from the holidays. LOL

Im not too worried about it. My situation can change in a New York minute. I placed my online post of availability starting Tuesday so I’m sure something will pan out. A client I’ve seen once booked an appointment for this Wednesday afternoon. His name is bald P for posting reasons….he is 40’ish but shaves his head. Most memorable things about bald P is that he likes a huge array of sex toys which he seems to not only have studied different types, but also has a huge selection of glass toys, a sex swing, a bench, etc. I’ve only been introduced to his glass toys….and apparently this time I’m meeting at his home to try out the swing. New and unventured territory for this girl.

Do I like sex toys? Well, I don’t dislike them but I am more into body contact than battery operated devices and fetishes and role playing. Someone worshiping my feet just doesn’t do it for me. Then again, what I do isnt soley for me, is it? Must keep that in prospective! I suppose the only fetish I am into is bondage but that is saved for the most trusted and so far that was only Alan. My regulars so far arent into anything other than vanilla so far.

So, lets see…..need to catch you up on a previous episode. If you recall me mentioning C (who I praised for being the one who renewed my lost faith with men giving good oral), C is in Iraq..has been for about 3 months. I can’t get into what he’s doing but his stories he does share with me about his war experiences scare me to death. He is coming to SC in 2 weeks for something work related and I am meeting him there for a wonderful night of naked bliss. He told me that he has fallen for me (we write letters and talk online when we can) and I do admit that I like him. Like him like Alan? I’m a long way from that and he knows that Alan crushed my heart but I am willing to see where things go. When his mission in Iraq is complete, he may relocate to my city. Before he lived about 45 min-an hour away. He doesnt know at this point if his civilian job held his position but that would have been the only thing keeping him there.

Of course he knows Im an escort but he said he could live with that as long as he was important to me and cared about him..(well what he really said was the L word…) Now if anyone says the L word to me I cringe. I care about C alot…we get along well but everytime I mention a love interest, you and I can pretty much picture me getting my heart broken…to be continued. I just want to be supportive to him while he is there…

I am thinking again of getting my own "incall" place to bring clients. The word "Temple" comes to mind because of the subject of "sacred whore and preistess"—something I’ve been researching along with my Paganism. You can do a Google on that if you wish to learn more about the sacred whore. I dont like the word whore too much, but there ya go. I am looking for a home rental instead of an apartment. I want to make this place a place of comfort and seduction…including all of the elements…earth, air water and fire…I want a bedroom painted blood red with flowing sheer fabrics.. fluffy pillows everywheresomething even Indian type decor with rich colours…a water fountain for the soothing sound of water trickling….candles on mantles for romantic lighting…ivy and vines to give it an earthen feel…chimes outside a french door onto a patio…so im looking for something private and somewhat secluded.

I do want to make it a temple. To worship those I am with and to be worshiped! Fun! A regular client of mine has offered to help me get the place or buy furniture. I havent said yes or no to that yet.

And for a bit of realism..my baby is crying…gotta run. Sigh.