Surprise Visit

My vacation to Myrtle Beach has come and gone. It was fun for the most part, and the weather and water were perfect. I’m just glad to be home.

My lover Robbie has been on vacation to the mountains and I haven’t seen him in almost 2 weeks. I’m dyin. We tried to get together on Friday but with us both recently returning from vacation, he couldn’t get away. *groan* Tomorrow, I hope.

While I was out of town, I recieved an offline on yahoo that Charles was in town. He has been working oversees for almost 2 years and I doubted I would ever see him again. He had to come to the states for work. I feared I would miss him and there was no way of knowing when he’d come back again. If you recall, or maybe not, he started off as a client 2 years ago and I experienced a very special erotic time with him….I met him right before Alan, began seeing Alan and by the time that was over, Charles had gone over sees. Seeing Alan and not him is one of the biggest regrets of my life, would have saved me a lot of heartache.

Charles asked me to meet him at a hotel in Salisbury….the one we’ve met at twice before and as I got out of my car I could see him on his cellphone…he had called to see where I was and kept saying "I’m right over here!" but I couldn’t see him. Finally I see him sneaking around another car and I hung up. As we walked toward each other our eyes met and we both had the  biggest smiles. We threw our arms around each other, hugging in the middle of the parking lot. All time and place was lost as I told him I couldnt believe he was actually here. He gave me a sweet kiss and produced a red rose. He was always the gentleman to me from day one.

We walked to the room hand in hand, all the while I’m thinking that I can’t believe he is actually here, actually walking and talking with me and holding my hand. As he unlocks the door, I waited behind him, caressing his back…still not believing he’s here with me. It didn’t take long once we were in the room to kiss passionately…clothes peeling off…hot kisses and hands hungrily exploring. He pushes me back to the bed and buries his head between my legs. There is something special about reuniting with a long-lost lover that surpasses all other experiences. He simply amazes me.

We spent four fast hours together making love and talking before I left him…he was flying out to Canada early the next morning and I was keeping him awake. I laid there a long while, listening to him sleeping, hating that time was having its way with my heart again. Charles is a quiet man, very mysterious with his work oversees. There is much he can’t tell me and some that he does to let me know what his life is like without me. I miss him so much, and if my life was any other way…not married and no kids…I’d go away with him and be his. He told me he loves me but I know he is married to his work.

Today I am happy with the memories we have created, and I studied every line of his face, every beautiful inch of him, how he smelled and tucking the memory away until I see him again…likely years from now. Today I am sad because it was over too quickly.