Hey Folks

Is there anyone still there? I haven’t written in so long, I wouldn’t be surprised if you all jumped ship. I’ve been here, lurking at diaries, but haven’t wanted to talk. I’m talking now. I needed time to get my head together after all that madness of getting arrested and almost losing everything. I actually mourned losing "Lauren", but after much thinking and feeling, I am doing much better now.

So much has changed for the better. I have finally gotten myself straightened out. My marriage is better, we get along better and talk. Can’t say too much about the intimate aspect of it, but hey, we are recovering from a major blow, its going to take some time. It feels pretty good having cleaned up my act. No more hiding, no more living a double life. It feels like a fog has lifted and Im seeing more clearly now what I should be focusing on…my children. I am a more involved mother now. I do struggle occasionally because I had a complete lifestyle change, but overall things are better so I cant complain one bit.

My 9 year old, Sean, just got out of school and he was awarded a metal for being on the AB Honor Roll all year. We are so proud of him. My 5 year old demon, Connor, starts school this coming August and he is so ready to go!

More good news is that we are moving. Our house in on the market and we close on our new house at the end of this month. Its a lovely home that needs some cosmetic work interiorally, which is what we did to our current home. Im so excited about doing the landscaping also. Kids have to change schools tho, Sean is a little stressed about that but I am telling him he will make more friends there and keep in touch with the ones he has now. Connor doesnt care he just wants to move into the bigger house NOW!

Life is good, I suppose, and blissfully boring. As it should be I guess. From vixen to homemaker. Who knew.