Exhalation

Those of us who care, the decision was finally made to bury Anna Nicole. What a relief. Common sense prevailed. Take note: If I die, please dont allow me to lay on a freezing cold slab, like a side of angus beef while people argue over who has rights over my slowly decomposing body. Have a nice service with music, food, and please dance for me, then cremate me and release my spirit onto the fresh earth under a canopy of shady evergreens and then go home. That’s all I ask.

And the Britney thing: I dont think anyone can "get" what is going on with her unless you’ve allowed men to manipulate you. Some can belittle her and call her names, but she is a young girl who is making bad decisions. When she gets the help she needs (stay in rehab!! Get your mind clear so you can think!) pay attention to your kids, then your career and NO LONGER let a man get to your heart they way she was letting them. I have done that and it has uncomplicated my life, if not left me a little numb but it allows you to put things in perspective.

What a lovely spring day it was today. One gentle reader noted (privately, I think) that I should go out yonder and free my mind. Since I was on a sparse schedule, I did the next best thing: I went to Lowes and bought flowering plants and spent part of the afternoon with my newly french-manicured fingers in the dirt. There’s something about being outside that is cleansing..who agrees? I have a few relaxing chimes scattered about the yard..some hanging from the carport, some from trees…it was quite windy out and tho the wind was a little chilly..the sun was vibrant and warm..and casted a whole new vitality to the budding beginning of spring here in NC.

Thanks Kitty, you had a great idea and I’m glad I did it.

As the life of an escort is, my client for today asked for a raincheck after he arrived at his office and found he couldnt get away. I had to rethink my morning, and once showered I headed out for a lonesome lunch…just me and the local paper. I didnt mind. The owner of the greek resteraunt came to sit with me after awhile and we talked much to long for me to get a few other things done before I had to be home…but I enjoyed it and decided to use my remaining time going to Lowes. I went there to buy stove drip pans and then went into the gardening area. I eyed the chimes and had to talk myself out of them…I have too many as it is..but chimes are like shoes to me…a weakness that I think I cant have too many of them.

The rest of the day was spent planting, then going to my sexy neighbors house across the street to talk about his new deck (if I could just do him ONCE, Id be happy…he’s from NY and men with NY accents just rock me for some reason..well, not to mention he’s hott) I digress….and I let the kids play outside while I refereed between the two of them because they cant seem to share anything without fighting. Kids.

Tomorrow if I am able, I am going to meet TB (new client I mentioned in yesterdays entry). Battle shields up…keeping him at a safe distance. LOL. Setting phasors to stun.

Cheers.