Early One Today

Maybe coming here and boring you to death with non-sensical ramblings will get me interested in writing again. Who knows. Im sitting on the couch under a blanket with my 2 year old. He just woke up from his nap and he’s got pillow head.

I was about to leave and get my older son from school when my husband called to say he was getting him and taking him to a movie. Very cool. One is always easier than two kids and I can take Connor out to do a few things with me.

I had 2 clients lined up tentatively but decided to not see them because I wanted to go to the salon. I havent had time all week…and I know Ill see them next week. One is a regular. He’s a lawyer. Got to be careful of those quiet, professional types…they are always the kinkiest. He just saw me last week and wanted to see me again today. I suggested an idea to him last week and I think I got him hooked to the rape scenerio..well, a slightly revised version of a rape fantasy. He also likes to hear about a previous client…was he well-endowed, did he please me, how did he please me, did I cum and how many times..LOL He also wants me to tell him that client was better than him in bed. LOL. Hey, whatever floats your boat.

The other client I havent met yet. He emailed a previous client of mine last night (that client let me know someone was inquiring of my "performance" doing a certain thing.) Cant say Im totally thrilled about what he wants…little bit of pain involved and usually something I reserve selectively for clients I know and have seen a few times. The new client called me today..he’s got a nice, deep voice. Now I wish I kind of saw him today…but after yesterdays performance, I was a bit sore. Thats mostly why I took the day off. Also, Im not hurting for money at all so no urgency for me there. Cruel, isnt it..these guys want it bad and I blow them off til next week. They will be back. A man’s sexual urge..in this business..they will wait for me. And Im thankful for that when there is a day I dont feel like it. Of course, I dont tell THEM that…I am VERY disappointed that I cant see them today, I wish there was a way I could, but Im not available and hope we can get together very soon!

So, this day is winding down, Connor and I are going to head out soon to do a few things together. Tomorrow is Charlotte Metro Pagan Pride Day, which I plan on attending. At the same park a peace march is being held..something about impeaching the Prez. Im there, dood, I cant stand that guy. This war is a sham. Oooops, a little too much politics for yah. Feel free to share yours, I wont bite. Unless you pay me too LOL

Sunday there is a Latin Festival, taking my mom and kids to that. Have a great weekend.

Do you have to speak latin at the latin festival? Do they have latin food? 🙂 Love,

Grimm

September 29, 2006

Rape fantasy’s can be soo incredibly hot… Just be careful….. he he

el capitan

Sounds like you’re a bit closer to the edge than I am with a few things, but glad to hear you know when to take time for yourself and relax. 😉 That’s definitely a healthy sign! Mmm… salon….

Hi Kel, It’s great to see you writing. Have a great weekend. RYN: Your note made me laugh – don’t put anything in writing it’s very true. *Hugs*

Busy Lizzie

It’s great to see 3 entries in 3 days. I hope writing here is helpful for you. You know that you writing here is always welcolmed by me. Take care.

gossamer_windweb

(((hugs)))

^^ What Grim said. Be careful.

::blueberry marcus

October 2, 2006

Hope the weekend’s festivities went well xxx

Hi Kel, I just wanted to stop by and tell you about the trip. I won’t be going. I spoke to him today after not speaking for a few days and he flipped out. It was so out of line that it borded on crazy and I told him as much. Not one thing he said made any sense. Apparently he was expecting a full blown relationship to develop in the past week and when I canceled plans to go to dinner on Friday he was upset. He was expecting a lot more of a commitment from me – those are his words. Its too long and insane to go into but suffice it to say I told him he was absolutly out of his mind crazy and I didn’t think we should talk anymore. If you could have heard him you would know I did the right thing. He actually brought marriage and a bunch of other weird and inapproriate stuff. It was probably one of the weirdest phone I’ve ever had. Anyway no big loss. I hope you’re doing ok. Keep in touch. Love, Robin

Hi Kel, Thanks for your reply. If you would have heard him you would understand what I mean. It’s definitely one of those ‘you had to be there’ things. He really sounded crazy – I’m not joking – the whole thing was insane. He said that the only valid reason for canceling dinner would be if something catastrophic had happened. I canceled because I didn’t feel like going plain and simple. My insomnia was bad all week and I just wanted to go home and sleep. We are not in a relationship and I don’t feel I owe him or anyone else anything. Anyway no need to bore you with the details, I’m convinced there’s a screw loose somewhere in his head because his reaction wasn’t normal. I hope you”re having a great day. Love ya, Robin

Evening Sorrow

October 6, 2006

Poisonous Rose

October 10, 2006

thank you for your nice coments. it has been a long 6 year road and now it is over. i have my babies back home where they belong. i hope all is well with you hun. love and hugs, brooke

Miss Fleiss

October 11, 2006

hi :0)

Hi Kel, I just wanted to stop by and tell you that I changed my diary name. That’s the new name below. I hope you’re doing well. Love ya, Robin

midnight_eyes

October 24, 2006

ryn: Ditto. Times a million. Kisses,

I had to let all my favorites know specially you. I really like reading your diary and I always appreciate your notes. The only bad reaction I got about the name change was from MSOJ. His reaction was odd, said he found it frustrating when people changed names and to at least keep the new name. I felt like I had been reprimanded but I know he was just expressing himself and that’s fine. If his2 notes weren’t private you could have read them but he only leaves me private notes. I hope you’re doing well.