Dear Diary

Been awhile again. How are you? I’m doing pretty well. I went through a pretty dark time for  several weeks with depression. Went to my therapist (love him!) and my other doc, and they changed my medication. Im on the same things (lexapro, wellbutrin, buspar) but more often now. Seems to be working well.

Life in general is going pretty well. Trying to stay positive. On December 20th, me and John attended his office Christmas party. He received his 10 year plaque, I was so proud of him when he went to the front to receive it, he really does work hard and basically runs the company he works for. We both were dressed up nicely and ate and drank moderately. Can’t say the same for a few other people. One of the women from the office propositioned my husband. I was standing a few feet away when it happend.

Her behavior that night was terrible. She claims she doesnt remember anything because she was so drunk. Im not buying it. Ive been really drunk and I recall everything I ever said and did. She appologised to everyone in the office but she hasnt to me yet. What makes what she did so terrible is that he is her boss. That makes me the bosses wife. Not a cool thing to do. Apparently when she asked him to disappear with her, gesturing toward me at the table where I was sitting and said…"I’m going over here now", and sat down next to me. I guess that was his answer to that. LOL

Anyway. Made for good gossip and so forth.

In other uninteresting news, after wearing artificial nails for close to 4 years, I took them off. Feels and looks strange but they are healthy and growing back pretty.

How was your Christmas? Ours was good, lots of family stuff. Kids really enjoyed that and what they received as gifts. The primo gift they loved was the Wii and some assessories. They’ve barely stopped playing it.

On this long vacation they kids have we’ve been keeping busy with skating and swimming.

Me…well, Im doing ok overall. Ive been seeing Robbie a couple times a week. Just sex. Fabulous, amazing sex. Im so addicted to him. He is such a beautiful man.

This about catches you up, Ill be back.