And then, she appeared

Here i am. It has been forever since Ive sat down to share, or atleast it feels that way. Ever since the time change and getting dark earlier, it sends me into some confused funk thinking its always later then it really is.

So much has come to pass since I was here last. I cant recall without checking what I talked about last. My very good friend Fox died in his sleep a while back…and the best thing that has come out of that is that its brought wayward friends closer together. We’ve all been getting together more frequently. One of our other close Pagan brothers is having financial hardships so we had a yard sale. With donations and things sold, we were able to raise $1,000 for him and he is a little closer to keeping his home.

Life has been busy….well, what else is new. My kids are doing great. Connor is 21months old and talking alot. Sean got his first report card in kindergarten and is doing really well–reading and writing skills are amazing. I think back to when I was that age and wonder how I did at that age. I was an early reader at age 4 my mother said. Kids are sponges! We are so proud of his progress.

I go through phases that I still miss Alan when I allow myself to think about him. Of course there are reminders of him here and there. Hard to believe its been since Sept since he left me. It has changed me.

Escorting is going very well…having a blast. Ive met some very nice people. Ill expand on that later when im not so tired….i feel like closing my eyes and going back to bed but I cant. Its just me here with the kids.

We are leaving for FLA on Tues to see my brother for the holiday. We’ll be gone a few days.

Ill be back..just wanted to say hi.