Don’t take my Sunshine Away

Day 01- 15 interesting facts about yourself

Day 02- The meaning behind your OpenDiary name

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12- How you found out about OpenDiary and why you made one

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

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Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

Day 24- A letter to your parents

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

Day 26- What you think about your friends

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Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

Day 30- Who are you?

 

 

I don’t have a very interesting answer to this one.  “Just Call Me R” was a spur of the moment decision when I ended my old diary and started this one.  I wanted something that wasn’t too specific, because when I started this diary it was a new start for me.  I spent a good portion of my life prior to this diary doing things that were simply put, no good.  I was partying too much, doing drugs, drinking too much, eating too much, dating the wrong men… and I was on the path to emotional and mental destruction.  I’m not sure what happened to make that all change.  I suppose it was just the realization that I did not want my life to be what it was.  I didn’t want to be the girl that I was.

So, I decided to change my life.  And I did.  I reflect once in a while on the girl I was a year ago, two years ago, three years ago and the disparity between that girl I was then and the woman I am today is a vast one.  I am in school, I am on a mission at work to really make this the start to the “career” phase of my life, I am with a good man who I think will be the man I marry and start a family with, I’m not getting wasted all the time, I’m not harming myself, and I am standing my ground on what I want and deserve in life. 

I am still working on the person I am and want to be.  I still have moments of weakness.  But I am finally proud of who I am.  I am proud to tell people what I am doing with my life and what I am working toward.

It’s a nice feeling.

Anyway, I sort of went off on a tangent with this entry, but the simple answer to the question is that my name starts with an R.  So… just call me R. 🙂

 

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October 14, 2010

Thanks for your note. Actually you seem pretty cool and okay in a non-psychopathic and interesting way, so I’m going to add you to favorites, or friends, or whatever the Hell it’s called these days.

October 14, 2010

Hi thanks for your note. It’s a pretty dire situation but he’s been known to pull us out of them before, so here’s hoping. Like you, I started a new diary when I sensed my life was going to change (and because I was making it change). Here’s to studying, calming down and taking care of ourselves! 🙂

October 16, 2010

glad to know your life took a turn for the better! ;D HEHEH,, my name starts with an R too..xD