April 15, 2013

Crazier

I was desperate. Days of not hearing anything from him makes me miss him so much. I know I’m being so pathetic and like getting insane with this but I just can’t my emotions. And a while ago, I did sent him a message telling him that I miss chatting with him. And somehow it made me feel relieved on having said it.

I don’t know what he would think about my message. He doesn’t know that I like him, but now he knows that I do get to miss him. And his messages really makes me smile. I know the risks of continuing all this craziness, but what can I do??? What should I do??? :'(

Everything seems to be so totally new to me. Like I never felt like this before. But who am I fooling anyway? I know what I feel for him, I have felt this same kind of excitement before, and the feeling like someone’s crushing my heart o tearing it to pieces. Everyday I check on him, although I don’t send him a message. I read back all our messages, and it’s so unusual to me. His messages became my stress reliever. Oh, damn! This is just making me crazier!

The King

April 20, 2013

If I may, I didn’t mean to say you shouldn’t go for it. I am currently in a very similar situation, and have been for a long time. I’m a bit of a hopeless romantic, and I really do think that love can conquer all. It’s been a couple years of me being in the same situation, that now I am about to make a bit of an ultimatum. Does he know how you feel? I am also and advocate for honesty above all..

I think that if you are honest with yourself and those you care about, then you are true to yourself and things will work out to fit who you really are instead of struggling with a bunch of fake ass drama. (Pardon my language) It comes down to what you are willing to do. How much you care? How much is he worth to you? At what point is it not worth it anymore? And are you ready to tell him how…

you feel? Relationship status is irrelevant. I know that sounds harsh, but quite frankly it’s a harsh world and if you love someone I think you should at the very least tell him how you feel, regardless of if he is with someone. If he is swayed by your caring about him, then that relationship isn’t going to last anyway. My personal vote is go for it. At least tell him. But I am a romantic so…

there’s that. (sorry about all the notes. I write alot when it’s late/early morning.) Best wishes.