Again!

No contact — FAILED! I swear, I can’t do it.  When he blocked me days ago, you know what I did.  It wasn’t until 24 hours when I saw that he unblocked me. I still text him what’s going on with my life, sometimes I get a reply, sometimes I don’t.  The other day, I couldn’t help myself and texted that I missed him. And he replied, “Sorry”, “Let’s talk more tonight after my work”. I hoped for that.  But I only fell asleep, waiting for him to text me. So when I woke up, I was disappointed that there was nothing but I see him online.  So I texted him my usual good morning from the other side, and good night for him.  Also told him that I waited for him to text me. Then he asked me if I’m okay. So being honest as I am, I told that I’m not.  That what he’s doing to me makes me sad and miss him. And after a few minutes, he called and talked for more than an hour.  We talked like he never blocked or ignored me.

He reiterated the fact that we live from the other side of the world, and he doesn’t want relationship online.  I laughed! How can I not when he’s been telling me that so many times, like it’s already stuck in my head. We talked about other things and I hear him laugh.  I love his accent, and he also always compliments mine, considering that I don’t come from a English speaking country. And then when the call ended, he went to sleep. The next day, he ignores me again. 😅