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Heart beats fast… but its hurting inside.  

Yesterday, I spent a couple of hours chatting with someone over the net.  I met him in social site. He’s nice, cool and sweet.  I had a great time and I was like smiling the whole time we chatted.  We talked about a lot of things and I never felt bored.  I was happy.  But just a while ago, we exchanged messages again.  At first my heart was beating so fast and I was so excited to hear his story of how his day went by, how was his sleep and everything.  At one moment right there, I was smiling and excited, but after a few chat, I felt my heart crushed.  It’s hurting inside cause he was telling me about a girl he likes.  Damn!  I felt so damn hurt and he doesn’t even know.  He will never know I liked him.  I just then kept my distance and refrained from replying to his messages cause it hurts me more to expect that there’s a chance that he would like me.   And I think, it will never happen.