024: It still hurts

It still hurts.

It’s been seven months but it still hurts.

A year ago today when we first said hello. I can still picture his smile like it was just yesterday. When will this end? When is my mind gonna stop having a glimpse of the past I shared with him? When is my heart gonna stop hurting?

I’m tired. Sometimes, I can’t help myself from asking God, why does it have to happen to me? Why can’t I just meet the one who’ll stay? Is there really someone out there for me?

I’m tired of giving love to the wrong person. Even some friends chose to discard me. Why is it so easy for people to hurt me?