Mystery Of Life Part 4

Hello again! Well I am going to write this as it occurred to me very recently. As I was sleeping, I thought time is quite a big factor to the mystery itself. What is time? I thought time only exist in us as it is a human made element. What if there was no time? What if there were no days, months, years, only the rising and setting of the sun. Will that prove that there is no time and we can do the things we want in an unlimited period of existence? We are so caught up with time. We stick to the time because we humans created this constant called time. What if there was no time? Imagine no clocks, it would feel funny right? Because time, when we were born was encrypted into our minds…but if so, there is no time, would we still grow up? yes…i guess…but time isnt there…just the sunrise and sets…that matter…why must a day have 24 hours? why not 48…then a day would be longer? why must a week have 7 days? why….If there was no time, does that mean that we could do limitless things in limitless periods of existence?

Hmm…another thing is, which i wondered, life is cruel, the process, the truth, emotion, where should i start? Well life is cruel, it gives you all the complicated problems for you to solve but then, we would condemn life and when we do, we feel anger, an emotion. Anger here makes an illusion that life is the enemy, that life is wrong. It deludes us from the truth that we are wrong, we made the mistake…not life…emotions bring us to the unreal world (the world which you create to make yourself feel better), which in this case of anger is that life is wrong and you are not…and you have nothing to do with the wrong. But in actual fact, in the ‘real’ world it is you that is in the wrong. This leads to self-pity (sadness), again creating the unreal world which you want it to be. Don’t blame life. You don’t change life to suit you. You change yourself to suit life. So what are you going to do to solve the problem? Lets say you do nothing. When you do nothing, you cannot proceed. There is a wall…again leading to frustration, sadness, pity…emotions…but if you do something to solve the problem, does it give you a sense of relief? Maybe it does…maybe it does not. However if it does give you relief, how long can it last before life gives you another problem? It’s a never-ending process.

What i learnt from my reflection is that self-pity is useless. Emotions i don’t need them. There is no use to feel anger or sadness, using up my energy on my emotions are useless. Therefore i shall live in the real world, never blaming life. However life has its people to delude you away from the truth, the real world. These people are teachers, parents, seniors, who would make you feel emotions. Maybe their purpose is that. I noticed, life is forever trying to delude u away from the real world. I try to live in the real, however, life distracts me, stress, school, relationships..all these play a part in starting emotions. Somehow, human nature plays a part too, it makes you laugh, feel emotions, it’s hard to resist it. Maybe life is just something that distracts us and pushes us away further from the truth out there. I want to find out the truth of our existence.

Some people say life is a journey, not a destination. Well, i think that life is an element placed by someone or something. Life is but a distraction, a distraction to lure us away from the truth. 

Thanks for reading!