Impossible

These are some lyrics to a song I wrote about someone in my life that I care about, even though a lot of my friends say I shouldn’t.. Tell me what you think..

Lately I’ve been stepping back
and taking a long, long look
at things I thought I knew so well
faces I could read like a book

When I got to your name
on my list of places, people and things
I couldn’t help but notice
The feelings your face brings

If I had to describe them
those thoughts to bring to life
I would say it feels almost like
piercing my head with a knife

You make it impossible to love
You make it impossible to hate
You make it impossible breathe
All the while with a smile on your face
To this, you’re oblivious

You bring me up so high
then drop me on the floor
you bring me to your front step
then you slam the door

You make me laugh so loud
and later cry so hard
you stab me the hardest
when I’ve let down my guard

You open up to me
then shut down like you do
Got me pulling out my hair
but oh what I’d do for you

You make it impossible to live
You make it impossible to submit
You make it impossible to find these words
And you don’t even know it
To this, you’re oblivious

You make me care
I listen and take an interest
you get me thinking
I’m better than the rest

You turn on your charm
we talk all night and day
but you ignore my every word
you don’t care what I say

It’s all about you
care only about yourself
as long as I keep coming back
you keep putting me on the shelf

You make it impossible to trust
you make it impossible to try
you make it impossible to sing this song
it makes me want to cry
To this, you’re oblivious

You make it impossible to move
you make it impossible to climb
you make it impossible to not hate you
but love you at the same time
and to this, you are oblivious