Dark Eyes

I like this "song"  it makes me think about the exploring the depths of space, taking the the scope and beauty.   Lost on the wonder of it all.

http://youtu.be/XfF6WttV_gI

Well today I had to wake up an hour early to go to a job fair for work, it was at a college-ish place where people can get a start into various medical careers. We were there to find people for various assignments I would trying to fill in my job. Mostly I was talking BS about the positions that we have right now because we dont really have any open positions to be filled right now. The kids seemed so eager to find a job that I felt a little sad I couldnt help more of them.

That look up most of my day and then I left work and ending up spending some 9+ hours on work stuff. Then I had my night class for like 2 hours that wasnt that bad except to reinforce how I will not have much of a relaxing weekend because of how behind I am on knowing what I need to know about where parts of the brain is and how it functions. I also gotta be able to hear about some symptoms that a patient is having and be able to make an argument as to what I going on in their brain.

I think Im gonna sign up for a race for downtown chicago in March with a distance of 8k or about 5 miles. Its 45 bucks but I need something to keep me motivated to keep working out and staying in shape and watching what I am eating.

I still havnt fixed the shocks/struts on my car because I havnt really gotten around to it, I know it will be expensive, I just spent 150 on a new IPASS for the toll way and a license plate sticker.

I dont know where this number came from but last night it just popped into my head 38,000. I decided that my new money saving goal for the end of the year will be have 38,000 in my checking and 2 savings accounts. I have like 25K saved up right now and had contributed 10,000 to that savings goal in 2011. I should open up another savings account so that I can put money aside for a used car. I was looking a cars just to see what they cost and the Chevy Cruze is about same size as my car now but did about 6MPG better on the combined MPG rating. I think be making slow but constant savings for a new/better car but I need to open that new account to separate my money like I would like.

This weekend I need dot study my ass off as well as shop around for health insurance since I will no long be covered through my moms heath insurance through work. My work at my dads company will cover half of the monthly charge but trying to figure out what plan I should get is super boring and very confusing. – While I like and sometimes love capitalism, there are somethings such heath-care and and education that I would much rather get through the government.  But hey thats me.

Depressing lonely me