On it’s Head

Well, several things.

1. Did not succeed in writing a truly epic entry last night, did I? I did too much texting/calling my girlfriends for perspective. Drunk-dialing is so much less embarrassing when you do it to people who AREN’T your love interest.
2. M got to ride a horse today at my mom’s cousin’s house. He hated it by himself with me holding him from the ground, but then LOVED it sitting in front of his older "cousin" Scott who held him while they wandered around.
3. Following a quick read of half of "Why Men Marry Bitches" in the car on the way home from the family barbeque today, I realized I did EVERYTHING wrong in my realtionship with SC, lol. Sure, he backed off…but I pushed him without knowing it. And he didn’t RUN away, so…yeah. And I like him as a person who, let’s face it, I DON’T know all that well yet. The book is really unbelievable. I may write more about it later, but suffice it to say that we are in negotiations to maybe possibly be back together, and if that occurs, I will act SO differently in the future, lol.
4. M and I are officially moving back in with my mom for a while. It was either that, or sell my car to buy us a few more (hugely over-priced) months in this apartment before disaster really struck. So…yeah.
5. I feel like posting the email I sent SC…but I don’t know. Should I? It’s pretty epic, lol.