“Okay, fair enough.”

Well, I broke it off with SC last night, and he hardly cared. And then I kind of took it back, and he still didn’t care. We’re supposed to "talk" at some point today, but I think it’s probably over. I have emailed two guys on Plenty of Fish, flirted mercilessly with a lesbian friend of mine, and started an OkCupid account. I can’t do "heartbroken" as a mother, and I can’t NOT do heartbroken if I don’t have a darn good (romantic) distraction. Just how I am. At least I am not so broken this time that I don’t think any of that flirting is worthwhile.

My mom took us to the beach for a few days this week, and it was good. We took M to the aquarium, and his reaction to the whole thing was unbelievably great. He has SUCH an attention span and kept calling everything "MAYZEE!" which translates to "amazing" in his kiddo-ese. He loved it all, and we stayed for two hours, actually during what should have been nap-time. He is such a fantastic little person. I love him, and want to not screw him up.