birthdays suck!!!

 so yesterday was my birthday and it’s not that I mind getting older, it’s just that I had certain expectations of the people I consider friends. Very few people actually acknowledged my "special" day and now I never want to celebrate another birthday. I am now reconsidering who means what to me based on what I do for them and what I actually get in response to that. I have fewer and fewer friends because it seems people are getting harder to trust.