Well I do still love her.

Listen: did me and Diana ever date? I really honestly don’t know, and that’s sad. Maybe we just liked each other and hung out a few times, because I think that’s all it is to her.

We really only did hang out Like That 2 (or 3!) times.

And Irene. We dated, we did. And it had the same feeling as Diana for some reason, I mean Diana I would say is…a Hell of a lot cuter, but that’s not to say Irene isn’t cute, or was, just that, anyway, is it because they were so young? So energetic.

I just remembered something. I could never go out with Diana. I remember what it was (for me) that I didn’t like: how hyper she was.

As a friend I liked it, but not for, that.

And Irene too (as much as I’d like to casually date).

It’s weird how one relationship has made me realize that right now: I want nothing serious.

And yet: I still want her there for me just as much.