Today reminds me of the good days.

There’s this light blue on everything and I’ve kept my window open since I got home.

I pulled into the garage with my windows down and my music blasting and someone was walking by my house as I did and she heard my music and she smiled as I got out singing with the music now not playing anymore.

I masturbated to see if it felt the same as it does on good days, to see if this was one, and it is.

I sat there and smiled and looked outside.

I just changed my profile on AOL and felt like I wasn’t making myself sound better or smarter, I felt like laid back.

I want my whole year to be like this.

And it proves that I’m not always better when it rains. I actually feel better, I feel cozy. Even at my dad’s house.

God I love these days.