Pray.

I separate her beauty from who she is, I think. I get stuck on her beauty when we’re in person. I think it still becomes somewhat of an idol. I need to pray against that. I need to integrate the two.

I don’t know how. When I am weak you show your strength. What do I pray for? Integrate the two. Help me to not make her beauty into an idol. Ready me to serve her. Discipline my love.

Amen.