Perfection.

I have a problem. I saw “Closer” tonight and it’s very good, and I don’t wanna be self-centeed, or anything, but, I could very much relate, and it’s brilliant, and I like Mike Nichols. (And Natalie Portman. Mmm.) It also reaffirmed my faith in Jude Law after “Alfie”, which is where I thought he could only play one kind of part.

SPOILER: He is pathetic in this film. A lot like me.

I also can’t wait to see “The Aviator” and “The Life Aquatic” (although I heard he’s starting to repeat himself, Anderson).

The problem is I can’t take failure, only perfection. This includes people. This includes girls. It includes myself. This holds me back in so many ways.

Yes I am judgemental, but it’s not so bad.

Perfection is impossible right now.

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December 3, 2004

go to sleep!!!!!!!!

December 3, 2004

lets see..id say that wanting perfection in yourself is a good thing…but wanting it from others..well hell..that isn’t gonna work out too well..hmmm..go watch Donnie Darko..now that is an interesting flick…EVEN BETTER..how about “May”..it’s an indie…awesome i tell ya..awesome

December 3, 2004

Ooh, I’ve been thinking the same thing about Wes Anderson…I am dying to see it, but I don’t want to be disappointed in him, you know?

December 3, 2004

Hey I have that problem too.. I sae Closer tonight as well, just got back, so well done…

December 4, 2004

I cannot wait to see that movie. Julia Roberts? Jude Law? Mmm… Jude Law… Oh, what was I saying? Right, I can’t wait to see it.

December 6, 2004

RYN I am very fortunate; I put myself in the top ten percent physically of the residents. I certainly would not wish to be in the bottom forty percent.