I’m not obsessive too.

You taste like Coke. I want you to hear me whenever I repeat something in my head more than once. (I said “you taste like Coke” 3 times to remind myself but thought of you too.)

It’s like, no I know, you want to be everyone’s. Or wait. You want everyone to be yours.

Am I Just another one?

(Probably not.)

A girl asked me online “aww what happened” after I said I was a little down ‘cause of a girl.

I said “just problems”.

“arose”.

Yeeeeeeaupuh. I just wanta go away and see who misses me and how much.

And who didn’t get over me quickly.

I want you to, tell me why you can’t end it with Mike, if we’re so good so right. I don’t understand it, and I think you do, and I think it’s more than “an experience”.

Why would you do that, just bullshit to have an experience. Why don’t you love and have an experience then, I can’t be that important that you don’t wanna risk losing me.

This is so stupid, and I don’t want you to tell me you’re sorry, I want to know why. Why it’s not me your experiencing, why you’re experiencing him and taking tastes of me, why can’t I be the entire platter, your whole life.

I don’t want to be Jaron. If I Ev. Er. Act like him, I think I’d stop myself from being your friend. You and Mike could experience a lot more with me not around, you know that. (Not a question.)

My stomach still hurts when I cough, from my abs being so damn cool.

I wish You’d just Either tell Me to Fuck off Or Tell me to come closer.

Your sister has only known me sick. That’s Funny.

(Because I am sick.)

(I hope you know it, I hope you stop being my friend for it, I)

I feel, you know what you gave yourself the upper hand tonight.

You really did.

I don’t even know if I’ll see you tomorrow, don’t know if you’ll call tonight, at least you got to talk to your boyfriend before bed, it is always a good thing, Why did you Do this to Night?

ItWasPerfect.

Let’s see, it’s been a good 30 minutes, either you’re having a good convo or you’re already aleeps. (I messed up But I Left It.)

(I capitalize EverYthing.)

I obviously just came on too Strong, I’ve done everything fucking wrong.

You know I’m never gonna find a girlfriend. And I think that you’re liking of me goes On and Off (‘cause I can feel it sometimes. And it’s only when I come on Waay too Strong). It’s funny, ‘cause you’ll (I don’t think you’ll ever tell me).

I write too many letters, write too many books. Just to see your reaction. Would you let me see How you Look.

I guess I’ll just let go, if you want me to still hold you, Just Call. And whenever you’re lonely, and whenever Mike Isn’t Good Enough, I will be.

I’m right here. I’m within you. And you can’t get rid of me as easily as you’d think.

Bye.