I’m not in love anymore.

I was though. I really was.

So now I’ve got to prove myself, today I was told that I have a lot of talent, and they also said I was good looking (these are my friends and one of their parents) and I really do need to see if I have it, to really try and not be afraid to fail, because even just yesterday, I never thought I would ever come to an epiphany like this.

About Sarah. And I’m very confused right now, I do still love her. But something, I just.

I think I realized that high school Sarah is 2 years older now.

(It felt so good hearing I was talented. I have depression.)

I also got fired from Jason’s deli, which was a surprise. But it’s over and done with.

I feel shallow. I feel older. I feel like I really do know Sarah.