I have friends.

I have a weird thing I go into when I’m uncomfortable. I ask (literally) too many questions and I talk very fast and up and down and WAIT here’s something ELSE.

I come off bad I think. But, apparently, Tess and I will become friends (for some reason this is very important to me) and I just talk and talk and am not me.

I know I’m a different person than a few years ago, and it makes me happy that people who hate me don’t really matter anymore.

Disregarding that, I would like to be myself, thank you.