I am a brushstroke.

I’ve been writing a script lately.

I’m a pervert. My mind naturally gravitates toward the debaucherous, and I’m referring to my sense of humor. I’ve also been driving like a jerk. I cuss a lot in my head. I am stained. I am not a good role model for Life. I could be.

I forget the good parts of me. I got my Honda back today. I am tired. I wish things were perfect.

Please help me God. I don’t want to look past my sins. Please help me.

Thank you for my existence. I could not be even having these thoughts right now.

You allowed me. Please help me crawl toward You. Please change me. Put a smile upon my face. I am too often sullen.

Make me quiet.

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July 26, 2006

Haha I could have written this entry. Im in a christian oganization and Im supposed to take on a younger girl to mentor next year. Unfortunately, Im not much of a role model, especially as of late.

July 27, 2006

Sucks to be you!! Just joshin ya. *hugs*

July 31, 2006

i know exactly how you feel. keep the faith 🙂