And I just. Had to.

You’re right. I put myself here, I deserve all the shit he gives me.

And I’m not being sarcastic at all, I swear, I deserve him ordering me around like a fucking something and I have to drop my eyes to the floor and just do it.

And I can’t yell. I can’t put a hole through a wall (I did) and I have to say “yes sir”.

I hate myself because I do put myself here and I shouldn’t complain about it.

P.S. I feel like I’m a loser.